Happy

I just hate myself so much for no reason

Carrying the hurt people have given me

I’m sacrificing my happiness from the hurt people have given me

The vibrancy in my being is gone now

It’s just hopelessness now

It’s flashbacks of hurt and mistakes

How the stars can never align properly the way I want them to

My worth as a person has never changed

People just fail to see it

Then I end up failing to see it too

That’s where the trouble begins

That’s when the unexplainable sadness starts.

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Memories

As I closed my eyes

I felt everything 

All the sensations 


The hurt

The lust

The passion 


And all at once

They drifted away 

Like the wind 


No to be seen

Or felt

Again.