How do you do it
How does it feel living each passing moment with silence and clear rational thoughts
How do you keep your mind so tidy
I wish that I could tidy up my mind and make sure everything is in check
To have that control to shut down the voices in my head
To end the constant war with myself that ends up draining me even though I did not even lift a finger
After a good pep talk with myself that i will never be good enough, I become paralysed
The voices in my head already made a decision
The made-up scenario feels so real that I believe that it will happen. Or it has happened. Or it is happening.
Florawora 